i haven't a clue what's goin on but i ain't feeling well - yet again. feeling hot inside and cold outside, till i switched off the fan. i'm feeling weird inside and hot outside. just feeling unwell. weird.

anyway i had a bad start today. was enjoying the comfort on my bed till i heard the phone ring. initially i refused to pick up 'cos i wanted to sleep more, also assuming that someone else would pick it up. but i ended up dragging myself out of bed, checking the time - 6.12am. then i picked up the phone. a frantic and worried voice was heard. "what the heck are you doing!" i recognised the voice and was like "oh my gosh. i overslept. you go first you go first!" she asked for the time now so i told her 6.12am and she was like "er okay. bye!" then my mum woke up. then she was blur and staring at the clock, and realised i was late. then my dad woke up. so i just had to think so i decided to grab a cab to school. then i realised if i wanted to grab a cab, i could wait and sleep a little longer. but i reckon i shouldn't. :p huge chance of sleeping all morning long. i was pretty frantic when i saw the time. was deciding if i should go to school. perhaps i could just go to the docs since i had a flu the previous day. (oh dear. im being too honest here) but i figured i had a geog ca, couldn't afford to miss it. so i took a cab there anyway. was feeling bad about my friend cos she was almost late for school after waiting for me. oh well.

anyway, the test wasn't too bad i....hope....i just hope for the best. got back my science practical test (which took place like ages ago) and i did ultimately horrid.*sigh* i was just a few points away from failing. *shudder* to be exactly, 2 points away from failing. sigh. i'm gonna need help soon. *giggle* anyway you don't have to read the following if you don't want to 'cos i would say they were pretty funny but i reckon i should've censored them, but then again, if i did, you guys wouldn't know what i was talking about. :p anyway, today during science lessons, our teacher (her last day's tomorrow y'see.) was teaching us the chapter on Sexual Reproduction, and it happened to be the part on menstruation. *giggle* about the ovulation stuff. anyway, *laughs* she seemed like she was pretty much rushing through, but half the time i was wondering how Mr Ho(the teacher taking over her) would continue with it. she claimed that she would let Mr Ho know that she's gone through menstruation with us and will request for him to run through it again. then, not too long ago, i heard a couple of the more "daring" friends in my class were discussing about whether they should ask him stuff like...what's menstruation? *laughs* they're evil and mean...but it's gonna be funny when it starts! :p oops. wrong feeling. well okay i'm still pretty worried about the change in science teachers...*shrug* gotta study hard!!

my bro called again earlier. whee. :p he's comin back tomorrow night. *cheers* finally. :p
:: sh 7:28:00 AM [+] ::
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i've been feeling a bit unwell today..had a block nose when i first reached school, then 2nd half of the day, i started sneezing. (god, can u believe my friend got away with school just because she had a flu?? what about ME! :p) and then i just had a tummyache which had subsided. *phew*

just now i was chatting with debbie & clara about a1...i think many of us miss them badly. then i popped into lianne's photo site then again...the memories...the experiences. ah well...i think all we can do now i hope and pray and wish that they would come back. i haven't gotten a bloody hug or a picture with them. *grumbles* oh well...it was fun reminiscing everything...the autograph session back then in 2001, the phone call *grin lianne. thx dear -hugs-*, WOF last year...and all those stuff...i'm sure we had fun. my only 2 chasing trips i truely enjoyed was a1 and bosson, cos they were just lovely friendly lads...and somehow, they all disappeared. *sigh* oh well. sheesh. im back to missing them.

anyway, great improvement today...came home and got started with work -finally!-. studied a little..gonna blog finish and get back to studying. geog ca tmr. wish me luck, please? was feeling so much better in school. no longer throwing my tantrum about missing my brother. no longer pulling a long face for no apparent reason. *phew* good ol' anna's back! :-) goodie. thk goodness. i thought i lost me. (kay, that didn't make sense! ;p) but i'd still like to thank a couple of ppl (i sound like im at an award show! *giggles*). namely, lianne *grin* (chocolate mousse yea? ;p), pj, kenneth, say hoon(schmate of mine;-)), of course my cousin....er...did i miss out anybody? thks y'all. ;-)

p/s: gosh. my sci teacher's changed to mr ho. (SHONA HELLLPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!) i'm gonna need science tuition soon. science tuition? :p god. im gonna fail. im gonna slp in his class..im gonna...oh god! lol.

p/p/s: was msging my brother earlier. then i was asking if he's coming back on wednesday night. he said yep..tell MY parents and grandmother. *rolls eyes* erm. i do quite think they are MY parents too. lol. nuthead.
:: sh 5:53:00 AM [+] ::
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my bro called yet again. told me he was bored again *laughs* asked if he's eaten he said yes. he reminded me to record wrestlemania. then my grams took my hint that it was my brother who called so she sat down on the chair, impatiently wanted to take the phone. so i had to hand it to her. then i jus stood in front, making it obvious that I wanted the phone and I wanted to talk to him. then my dad saw and kept telling my grams i wanted the phone. so they chatted for a while and she hung up. wow. okay. am i suppose to cheer that he called?
:: sh 7:20:00 AM [+] ::
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somebody pls remind me not to gorge myself again?? my stomach feels funny after all the prawns during dinner. *groan*
:: sh 6:57:00 AM [+] ::
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oh and...whatever happened to the iraq war? has it ended?
:: sh 10:17:00 PM [+] ::
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i think i need a bit of help. my self-discipline's gone. i need pushing. i need stress, but wait. im stressing myself now. bah whatever. i don't see the need of rushing anymore. i've been wasting my time online. wasting my time away slacking, doing nothing. even if i don't see the need of coming online, i still will. when i'm stressed, i'll start to lay out all my ideas on certain subjects to study or do at home. but when i'm home, i'm stress-free. i don't see why i should do them anymore. i think one way and do the other. that's absolutely bad. i'm feeling all so irresponsible. i promised my friend i would do something. yet i'm planning to going back to tell her i didn't manage to do it. i'm such a horrid friend. yes, i need help.

take art for example. on thursday when i had art, yes i admit that my art teacher got me stressed upon telling us all the things we've got to do. i, therefore, realised my previous work was rubbish and that i should re-do if i wanted better results. then again, when i'm home, i watch tv, i use the comp, i slack. out of 8 pictures i'm only done with one. and i'm actually thinking of finishing it up by today? no. ain't possible. actually, i do see why i'm so stress-less at home. usually when my brother's home, most of the time i'll only be using it at night. so when i'm home, i'll rush through all my work, make sure everything's done before i could use the comp. now, i'm free to use it. morning, afternoon, evening, night, which i probably think i'm online all 4 sessions of the day anyway.

if you read the part about my name on the right, i reckon it's true. i do things i'm interested in, only. if i am not interested in them, i do things halfway. i can't be bothered about it anymore. i did reflect on my own behaviour after i received outrageous chinese results. i got tensed up. i decided to work hard. now again, i haven't touched my chinese book since the last chinese lesson in school. i always type stuff like "get working, anna" in here. but do i do it? no. *goodness* i think i need someone to lock up the comp or something. i'm not working at all. so i shan't ask myself to get working in here again, until i've decided to really start on it. one whole friday and saturday. what have i done? one silly literature CA due on monday. brilliant. see how many hours i've wasted? tadah. i need help.
:: sh 10:11:00 PM [+] ::
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this week's fridayfive
1. What was the last TV show you watched?
this is gonna sound pathetic, but i reckon it's American Idol...which is like 3 days ago. *laughs* yes, i'm not very much into television. ;)

2. What was the last thing you complained about?
i can't remember. think it was art. *shudder* or was it lack of time? *nod* i reckon a day should have 30 hours. but school hours remain or get shorter. they shouldn't increase, that is. ;)

3. Who was the last person you complimented and what did you say?
*thinks* i don't remember anyone i complimented. lol. shucks. perhaps my art rep when i said she was responsible. *cough* i mean she IS responsible.

4. What was the last thing you threw away?
lollipop stick. *grin audrey*

5. What was the last website (besides this one) that you visited?
erm. this's one. ty, lianne. ;)
:: sh 9:53:00 PM [+] ::
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wheeee! my brother called earlier before my dinner, moaning about himself being bored. *laughs* i really wonder what he's been doing. :p then, i asked if he's eaten and how's army and stuff. he just went "mmm". *lol* then, he went "got help me record all the shows?" im like er so far only american idol. and he's like wwwhaaat? im like only american idol what!! he's like oh okay. i reckon he lost track of time. *nod me* lol. asked if he wants his air-con to be sent there. he said no need. *laughs* i thought he wanted it badly. :p it was lovely to speak to him again! i still miss him. ;-) but i'll see him soon i reckon. whee! *giggle* we spoke for a while before my grams spoke to him...and she asked all the practical questions like how's he doing there. what he did. have he eaten. blah. but nvm. lolz....i wanna talk to him again soon! :p
:: sh 5:25:00 AM [+] ::
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look! u no longer have to squint your eyes cos my font's all big now. *laughs* was bored of my layout decided to play with the colours cos i was lazy to search for pictures and no inspirations with a new layout and all. don't plan on getting a free one out there yet. we'll see. been lazy to do anything anyway. :p been feeling much better, think the sentimental emotional me on thursday was prolly due to pms. reckon she's right. or maybe i was thinking too much, or i was just not in the adaptable mood then, so i couldn't quite thought i'd survive without disturbance for a while. *shrug*

think i pretty much wasted my time online, surfing about aimlessly. anna, get back to work! i need some pushing. somebody pls stress me up again? think i was slacking too much after last week just passed. can't believe how stressed i was in between. i was feeling horrible on thursday...thinking that i'd not be able to wait for june hols, yet to think of it, it's pretty packed. im worried i'll waste my hols again. worried about my streaming. worried about my results. my chinese tingxie on thurs was horrid by the way. i got like 55%. yep thx a lot. it sucked to the core. that's like the lowest i've got so far. crap. the chi test on tues i've got 27/45. expected. it sucked a whole lot. my chinese sucks. *growls*

anyway studies aside, was watching AMI on thurs. carmen's finally out. *sigh* i don't see why she could've been out AFTER kim c. or even charles or vanessa. but i thought carmen's performance on thurs night was the better lot of her usual performance. joshua didn't do quite as good as he did for piano man. i really liked his performance when he sang piano man. fantastically amazing. ruben sounded like he was having a sore throat. locke sounded like she had a cold. but she sang really well on thurs night. clay was amazing. really liked the song. *shrugs* no much feelings about the elimination for this wk. i haven't a clue who should be out next! trenyce, josh, locke, clay, ruben. who else can be out? they're all good!! and hey! look! it's already the final5! *shudder* i don't wan AMI to end. oh well...

anyway, unfortunately and sadly, i heard something about a1 releasing a "The Best Of..." album. guess if any a1 fan (namely mingli, debbie, clara....) heard this they should be worrying like i was, last night. some ppl heard that news on power98, some saw it on lime mag. but i don't quite think it meant a permanent split yet cos i've gotten assurance from certain people (including maz, thanks a lot, gurl!) who mentioned that they *heard* sony philippines were releasing a greatest hits album for a1 to make money. so, if nothing's mentioned on a1-online.com, let's not assume they're splitting kayz? :) so kas, don't worry about anything either. hehe.

had a nice time chatting last night. was chatting like there wasn't tomorrow. lol. was talking to mingli, clara, debbie, kas, huma, yj, a teacher from my school, every1 in irc #power98. *laughs* nice chatting with y'all. gonna chat my night away soon again. *grin*
:: sh 1:24:00 AM [+] ::
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Darren Hayes - I Miss You

Gimme a reason
Why I'm feeling so blue
Everytime I close my eyes, all I see is you
Gimme a reason
Why I can't feel my heart
Everytime you leave my side, I just fall apart

And when you're fast asleep, I wonder where you go
Can you tell me, I wanna know

Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

Gimme a reason
Why I can't concentrate
The world is turning upside down
Spinning round and round
Gimme a reason
Why I now understand
The beauty and simplicity of everything surrounding me

You got a way of spreading magic everywhere
Anywhere I go, I know you're always there
It sounds ridiculous, but when you leave a room
There's a part of me that just wants to follow you too

Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

It's such a hard life in most of the time
I'm just surviving
That's why I want you to know
In the world where sincerity has lost its meaning
You fill my world with so much hope

And I miss you
This is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

You know I miss you
And this all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all

You know I miss you
And this is all I wanna do
I know it doesn't sound too cool
But maybe I'm in love with you

You know I miss you
And this all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

I just miss you
Yeah, it's true
I miss you, baby
And when you're walking out that door
I know I miss you
You make me wanna ask for more
I just miss you
Yeah, it's true
I miss you, baby

some parts of this lyrics is just so relate-able. oh well. i'd be glad to think about something else now then brood over my loneliness at home. "so lonely inside, so busy out there" - all you wanted by michelle branch.
:: sh 4:16:00 AM [+] ::
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interesting email to think about....

You are driving along in your car on a wild, stormy night, when you pass by a bus stop, and you see three people waiting
for the bus:
1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die.
2. An old friend who once saved your life.
3. The perfect man (or woman) you have been dreaming about.
Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car?

This is a moral / ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application.

You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and thus you should save her first; Or you could take the old friend because he/she once saved your life, and this would be the perfect chance to pay him/her back. However, you may never be able to find your perfect dream lover again.

The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer. He simply answered: "I would give the car keys to my old friend and let her take the lady to the hospital. I would stay behind and wait for the bus with the man/woman of my dreams."
Sometimes, we gain more if we are able to give up our stubborn thought limitations. Never forget to "Think Outside of the Box."
:: sh 4:52:00 AM [+] ::
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read this. free thermometers. cheers. *dots* lol. anyway...geog test was horrible. only pray to pass. *argh* grammar test was bad too. *shudder* i was a little blanked out. wasn't too happy again today. i bet my friends could tell. okay perhaps i was more cheerful during recess... that's about all i reckon. think my classmate who sits beside me probably thought i was mad at her for some periods of today. i'm not, dear. *smiles* i'm just feeling a bit more troubled lately. perhaps it's stress. perhaps it's my brother. perhaps it's the quarrel my grams and my mum had las night, i haven't a clue either. *sigh* whatever it is, i hope it goes away soon. i wasn't listening during chinese almost half the time cos he was crapping...oh well...but my day ended pretty fine i guess....

i was pretty frantic yesterday cos i supposedly lost one of my art piece to be stapled into my sketchbk which was to be handed in yesterday. couldn't find it unfortunately, turned my room upside down hoping to find it but to no avail. started calling the people sitting beside me during art if they accidentally took it or anything. then called my art rep and got pretty worried. in the end, i just had to follow her instructions to follow her up to the eeky art room all the way on the 4th floor, silently praying she doesnt eat me up. :p then when i was there, half the time i was asking my art rep wat i shud ask her but she helped me anyway. *grin* she's a really nice, responsible friend. anyway it appeared to be the gurl one register number b4 mine had failed that piece. then my art teacher mistook hers for mine and she was like "u have 2 upon 10, why should i keep your art piece" in you-know-what tone. i was like *Huh?!* i stared at the piece of paper again and i was like nono i'm this one! then she was like telling me more patiently saying, "oh 8 upon 10. yah i took for display." man i was wondering to smash her head or to jump and hug her. *laughs* she made me worry the whole of yesterday!! that ain't fair! :p oh well perhaps it is. just gotta pray my other tests are fine or i'm gonna break down anytime!
:: sh 1:59:00 AM [+] ::
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feeling disturbed today. half the time i've not been very cheerful nor chirpy. my mind's been wondering off leaving my soul in my body wandering about aimlessly. was feeling stressed, and what's more, i had a terrible headache earlier, forcing me to have a nap for about an hour and a half, making me feel more stressed with the lack of time to study for my chinese test tomorrow. i was being muddle-headed enough to think it was on wednesday. so im going to run off to study in a while. been thinking about how i'd live when my brother goes off to serve his national service. wonder how i'm gonna survive my grams. wonder how my june holidays is going to be, silently regretting wasting -yet another- weekend doing absolutely nothing apart from doing notes for my geog test which is on wednesday, wondering why i didn't bother to check when my chinese test was. feeling absolutely weird today, perhaps i woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.

been feeling a bit worried today. 1 down 5 more to go. chinese tomorrow, geog and eng on wednesday, tingxie on thurs, oral presentation on fri. *shudder* wish me luck, somebody, please?

after school, i finally got to know a secret my school's having which i'm worried about. it's so bloody tough to keep a secret, i realised. especially a secret which you find it unfair not to let your classmates know a thing, when it'll affect them. now i know why ignorance is a bliss. i'm feeling absolutely frustrated today, having to bring all books to and fro because they wanna disinfect our tables and chairs and stuff, and it felt like i had all the subjects in the whole today. thank goodness there're less stuff tomorrow. i was totally suffering from hunger. it was a different hunger. perhaps we all go "whoa, damn hungry" all the time. but this time i was feeling feverish and sick, having a slight headache then, damn hungry, felt like i was gonna collapse in no time. *groan* grabbed a double cheeseburger and went home and munched on another bread then popped open a can of root beer, not until then was i satisfied and feeling much better. *phew* thank goodness. i'd be frantic if i were ill. i can't afford to miss a single day of school this week (tho' i'd gladly miss thursday...i wanna send my bro off. -dammit-). i think im becoming paranoid soon! shucks. i'd like to quote lianne here. they're a bloody waste of time. argh.
:: sh 5:08:00 AM [+] ::
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apparently gd ol' magnanimous kind-hearted soul -- anna -- has forgiven my fren. ahahhaa kk perhaps it was jus me being harsh. keke anyways...i've been bored...been tryin to get myself to study but got distracted when i was listening to stripped. heh.

my current fave song...Jason Mraz - The Remedy

I saw fireworks from the freeway and behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away

Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring

now something on the surface it stings

that something on the surface it kind of makes me nervous who says that you deserve this

and what kind of god would serve this? We will cure this dirty old disease

if you've got the poison I've got the remedy



the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison

I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words

I say the tragedy is how youre gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on

So shine the light on all of your friends because it all amounts to nothing in the end.



I wont worry my life away.

I wont worry my life away.



I heard two men talking on the radio in a cross fire kind of new reality show

Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack

they were counting down the days to stab the brother in the be right back after this

the unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh death breath is sure to outlast his catastrophy

dance with me, because if you've got the poison, I've got the remedy



the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison

I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words

I say the tragedy is how youre gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on

So shine the light on all of your friends because it all amounts to nothing in the end.



I wont worry my life away.

I wont worry my life away.



When I fall in love I take my time

There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind

You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why

Because



the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison

I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words

I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on

So shine the light on all of your friends because it all amounts to nothing in the end.



I wont worry my life away.

I wont worry my life away.

I wont and I wont and I wont etc.

:: sh 3:16:00 AM [+] ::
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you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse


which happy bunny are you?
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lmao *boing!*

Happy-Go-Lucky. You are a happy person and you
don't let your emotions get to you. You see
everything that's not in a positive light as
not worth messing with and deal with emotions
as they come. You are usually very happy and
probably experience many emotional highs. Enjoy
life.


How Emotional Are You?
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heh not v true but ah well...
:: sh 12:53:00 AM [+] ::
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pls note whatever i mentioned earlier were words of harshness. now that i've calmed down a lot more, part of me regrets saying those vulgarities. but part of me doesnt. so forgive my harshness and vulgarities once again. im in a confused state. lol
:: sh 6:10:00 AM [+] ::
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s-c-h-o-o-l

oh sch was good yesterday. it was fantastic. yeah well perhaps the first part of it, i was mainly worrying about my chinese tingxie and about art (cos i haven't really prepared much for it)...during art, she just ranted on some principles of design...and showed a video..and explained a lot which i very much preferred, rather than our usual art, collecting of homework, adding more work/stress, motifs x infinity, her comments on ppl's work...*shudderz* wait till u see her. :p anyways...it wasn't bad at all, today. english rocked. my teacher was telling us we're gonna do listening today. we were looking at her helplessly until she said, "don't worry, im not gonna let u gurls listen to some boring passage read by ppl with fake accents. i'll let u hear a song." *grin* u could tell it, i swear. my face lit up. :p then she mentioned a Robbie song. every1 was like oh okay. a couple of us were like yEAH!! :p she asked who likes him...i raised up my hands. who likes his song, both hands. who does he like, my teacher immediately raised up HER hands and said "ME" hahaha....nice one. *cough* nice try. :p keke.. she's fun at times, really. anyway she played FEEL and asked some questions, so we were like doing a study on that song. :p that was cool. then during chinese, my teacher postponed the ting xie, so everything was like stressless. *grin* it was a brill day.

american idol

nope it wasn't a gd one today. lemmi jus show u the performances i enjoyed in order. 1. josh 2. kim c. 3. clay. 4. ruben 5. kim l. 6. trenyce. 7. carmen. carmen did horrible. totally. she went off at times, she had a lot of pitching problem and the song didn't suit her. josh did REALLY well. piano man was HIS type of song. totally amazing. kimc. did very well i reckon. she improved. totally amazing. clay had the purrrfect song. i luv it when he sang more uptempo songs. he jus had to let loose a little and groove to the music more. ah well. i was totally upset when caldwell got eliminated. i guess america seriously didn't like her from day 1. she wasn't the top2 then, so she was a wildcard option. and time and time again she was always bottom 3. when she's improving, they kick her out. when she is out, they make her sing "god bless the usa". hello?! geez.

bull-shit

ah hah! my venting area. do pardon me cos u gotta prepare for some vulgarities ahead. i was downright pissed by this friend of mine. yes it's a he. im gonna be kind enuff not to mention who exactly it is, but i still gotta mention the situation. i cried my eyes out when caldwell got kicked out. she was my 2nd fave frm day1. during the audition, i liked daniel rodriguez but he didn't make it into the top32 cos he forgot his lyrics at a certain point of time, so he was out. quoting randy(i think), "lyrics are very important." following closely behind him was caldwell. i loved her stage presence. she was all calm and ready. of the 7 finalists, i reckon her stage presence's BEST. b.e.s.t. not even clay, who's my fave now. i prefer her stage presence to charles grigsby. sure he is darn experienced on stage, he uses the whole stage, but she uses it in a very experienced-faith hill-way. but charles's good too. anyway, i was totally upset. i cried. i went online to see who's online so that i'll know who not to disturb and who to call for a chat to cheer myself up. so i went online and the dear friend of mine, who happened to hate caldwell to the core (yea we debated abt her b4), went cheering telling me caldwell was out. (doh of cos i know that) i went off and sms-ed him telling him i was bloody sensitive abt it so i told him to shutup on caldwell. what did he say? "kicking caldwell out really made my day. later, dudette. lol." ah-hah. yes, thx a lot. made ur day, eh? u spoilt my day a whole big time. he never fails to piss me off by slammin whoever i like off. i was all abt to tell him "fuck off". *smiles* i was kind enuff not to. yes, perhaps u think i was jus being overly sensitive and being as immature as anyone can be. think it that way or not, it's up to u. but i can tell u, when i warned him, i was serious. he knows that as well. he should've jolly well shut up. he slammed a1 off a lotta timez. avril too. linkin park too. just whoever i like, wherever i go, whatever i do. everything. it jus totally gets on my nerves. i jolly well know i shouldn't listen cos some ppl jus happen to not hav the taste i hav. n it's their loss. but even if u noe that fact, u'll get pissed. i swear. i jus started swearing the whole time but i told him "whatever". that was soooooo kind of me. *gawd* to the extend that i couldn't believe i jus told him that one word. so, if he actualli reads this, (lemmi replace that with another one word *smirks*) fuck. :)

absolutely sorry to mention such words in a decent blog like this. jus gotta let it out. happy easter wkend.
:: sh 2:59:00 AM [+] ::
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decided to try on Friday5:

1. Who is your favorite celebrity?

the problem with me is i can't decide lol. let's see...i like a1, goodcharlotte, simple plan, busted, linkin park, justin t., kelly c., xtina, avril, michelle b....loads really!

2. Who is your least favorite?

er. let's say i dont like korn. *shh* make sure my bro aint here. lmao. er... dun like a lot of techno songs so i havent much of an impression on those artistes either. wait im goin outta point. lol

3. Have you ever met or seen any celebrities in real life?

yeah a couple of 'em...tho' i know v well i can't compare with lianne, but i'll try listing them out...MET: a1, bosson, bardot, m2m, robbie williams, avril lavigne....that's all...sad...ah well...SEEN: (as in frm afar) christian wunderlich, standfast, holly valance, jennifer paige, atomic kitten, and every1 else at MAA. *giggle*

4. Would you want to be famous? Why or why not?

*shrug* not too much perhaps. if too much fame it'll b too stressing...too much privacy intruded. *nod me*

5. If you had to trade places with a celebrity for a day, who would you choose and why?

eh? i dono! lol...er...*thinks* im gonna sound dumb but prolly avril...cos it's gonna b nice to hang out wif her band. lol oops wrong motive. er...i dono...many of the celebrities i like are havin loads of fame and attention so i wouldn't dare imagine myself in that state really...
:: sh 1:42:00 AM [+] ::
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im dying. utt tomorrow. oops. i mean art. *groan* im aching all over. dammit. *dies* lol
:: sh 3:53:00 AM [+] ::
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You're Jackie!


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o.O

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cool. lol

Blue Eyes


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you want to be avril lavigne!


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?!?!?! gawd this makes me sound like that im a huge fan of hers tryin to be HER. gawd. NO. lolx. but i like her songs. :)

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:: sh 3:52:00 AM [+] ::
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i really luv this song lyrics...very inspirational duncha think? :)

Delta Goodrem - Born to Try

Doing everything that I believe in

Going by the rules that I've been taught

More understanding of what's around me

And protected from the walls of love

All that you see is me

And all I truly believe

That I was born to try

I've learned to love

Be understanding

And believe in life

But you've got to make choices

Be wrong or right

Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try

No point in talking what you should have been

And regretting the things that went on

Life's full of mistakes, destinies and fate

Remove the clouds look at the bigger picture

And all that you see is me

And all I truly believe

That I was born to try

I've learned to love

Be understanding

And believe in life

But you've got to make choices

Be wrong or right

Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try

All that you see is me

All I truly believe

All that you see is me

And all I truly believe

That I was born to try

I've learned to love

Be understanding

And believe in life

But you've got to make choices

Be wrong or right

Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try

But you've got to make choices

Be wrong or right

Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try
:: sh 5:13:00 AM [+] ::
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argh i jus showed my dad my results slip and he was pointing at all the 60s and 70s (!!!) and started blaming me for using the comp so much. *grumble* i was jus aiming for an A...*silently mutters discontentedly*
:: sh 3:55:00 AM [+] ::
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SARS

this topic's killing me. i gotta just do some ranting before i run off and forget about it. it's so irritating, so frustrating, so un-needed, yet it stays and doesnt seem to wanna leave. i've been pretty put off by some people's paranoia. some1 sneezes and they all give them the eye. a few pointers. 1, one bloody sneeze doesnt mean that person's got SARS y'know. 2, not like they wana sneeze anyways, right? 3, do they have no right to sneeze if their nose itches? 4, maybe some ppl shud stop putting heavy perfume. some ppl are allergic to it y'know. seems weird but whenever some1 sneezes, i'll be looking at ppl's expressions instead. how disappointing. *shakes head*

reopening of school

i was trying my best to fall aslp last night, only to find myself tossing and turning in vain. :p goodness me, never would i imagine that i woke up the minute i heard my alarm clock start to ring. i can NEVER depend on my alarm clock usually...cos it always fails to wake me up tho' it's pretty loud. i need a human alarm. lol. but my goodness. i woke up! i realised i set 5 mins earlier so i slept for a bit, but expectedly, my mum came, dragged me outta bed, so i could only give in. *ugh* that was 5.30am by the way. :p when i arrived at school, the whole school was so terribly noisy! chattering, blabbering, screaming, shouting...as though it was the first day of school in a new year! *grin* i liked the atmosphere tho'. ;p but half the time i was ranting to my friend and both of us agreed in not being able to wait for the school to end. *giggle* (well it just started then, but ah well...) heheh...first 3 periods were FM sessions...rantings on SARS. non-stop my goodness. they ask the same questions again and again.... let me fill u in with the info. lol. SARS stands for Severe Acute Respiratory Syndrome, which is a type of atypical pneumonia, caused by a virus not to be known. the symptoms for it are an onset fever from 38degrees on, dry cough, shivering spills, flu, muscle aches etc. precautions are to avoid crowded areas, wash your hands regularly, be responsible...be sensible and stay healthy....blah.... okay i know it's important. but u don't have to tell us one whole load of that during the morning assembly, tell us again during the first 3 periods of the day, ask a quiz which mostly answers all that. lol. and what's more? it's on the papers EVERY DAY in different cartoon sets. golly hell. lolx. it's driving me nuts if u haven't realised. :p

right...anyways, our dear FM finally gave us back our results slip for Term 1, just when i didn't feel like getting it back. it's absolutely totally rubbish. my maths pulled down every single thing. i had like 66. B3. bloody hell. sucked totally. im worrying about it cos my midyrs are cancelled. goddddddd!!!!!!!! *prays for a easy maths test* i got like 5 A1s, 1A2 and 2B3s -- which included art & maths. art was expected BUT MY MATHS!! *faints* it was my best subject. whatever happened to it!! arghz. whatever. anyways my average for the 8 subjects were 77.0625. yeah sure i liked it. but my god MY MATHS! arghz. the science pulled me up awfully lot cos it was based on only one test which i score like 24/25 *grin* purrfect. and my lit was 85! *bounce* well it was only on 2 assignments. but then again, just gimme a chance to rejoice a little. *grin* my eng's 70.8 (which aint too bad considering i failed an essay, which wasnt included i think. phew), my HCL was 76 (that was my BEST ever chinese marks in sec sch. lolx amazing), my lit was 85, geog was 76, maths 66 *groan*, sci 96 *smirks*, art 65.7, D&T 81. maths maths maths. buck up gurlie!

on to the tests. my god. i WISH i had mid-years. this is like totally sucky. there's HCL CA on the 22nd apr, geog test & grammar test on 23rd, gotta hand up a lit CA by 28th (havent started on it yet!), geog CA on 29th, compre test on 30th, eng ca on 6th may, lit ca on 7th, sci ca on the 13th, hcl ca on 14th, geog ca on 16th, d&t n home ec ca on 20th, maths ca on 21st, sci ca on 27th...more to come, definitely. *screams* horrible horrible tests!! arghz.

anyways i enjoyed english lesson today. really cool. we were doing "haiku"s which were sorta like poems...3 lines, first line has to have 5 syllables, second has to have 7, and the third - 5. i had absolutely rubbish one. *grin* i wrote them according to my mood when i was home. i had one which went "it's a boring day, sleeping eating and playing, is all i did today." hahahaha....errrrr..let's see... "as the time ticks by, every hour every day, i put on some weight". lolx. one more was "i feel like a pig, should i be oinking?, i need exercise!" they didn't have to rhyme u see. :p wonderful-licious! *grin*

food for thought

(my teacher mentioned this too. found it amazingly interesting)

if the last tree falls, who would be there to hear it?

that means when man cut them all down, we wun be able to survive without it anyways, the animals will die, the plants will die, no fruits no flowers no herbivores etc....will we be even there to hear the last tree fall? :p cool eh? :) cya!
:: sh 3:40:00 AM [+] ::
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Which a1 Are You?

lol. *sigh*

Which Simon Insult Are You?

o.O
:: sh 6:15:00 AM [+] ::
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American Idol 2

Yesterday was a great show, don't ya thinK? was worried for clay aiken yesterday when he came out to perform as the first performer (yes he's my fave finalist ;p). risky. thank god. simon was in a gd mood! *cheers* lolx. when he actually mentioned "i don't think randy's got a clue what he's talking about" i'm like jaws open wide going OH MY GOD! lol. thank god manz. lol. i thought rickey smith was alright too...i really liked kimberly caldwell's ballad-style. i thought it was good on her. *shrugz* perhaps my taste was weird. but i thought she did it pretty well. i didn't think she deserved to be bottom 3. ah well...*sigh* i thought carmen did it pretty awfully last night. wasn't too good. kim locke was a bit weird in the beginning. her chorus saved her i reckon. and she should stop changing her hairstyle and stick to her straight hair. lol. joshua was pretty cool. the song fitted him. but nothing very amazing. (god do i sound like randy here or what *shudders*) kim locke cud've done better really. lol. poor her, constantly having to worry about herself but always being sent back to her seat. lucky her! ruben's forever right up there man. he's good. nothing'll change him. thought he looked a bit weird las night when my cousin confronted me about thinking he's weird just because he wasn't wearing his 205 shirt. lmao. okay fine. lolx. can't wait for kelly clarkson & justin guarini (is that how u spell his surname?)'s comedy musical to be out! ah well..! and yes okay i admit. i cried when rickey smith got kicked out. (yes he's my friend, coussie. :p) er, no u don't have to understand that part. but anyways i thought it was really upsetting to see a young kid (was it someone related to him?) crying for him. he was so tiny!! prolly 6-7 yrs old? cudn't help but allow my tears to well up my eyes. eepz.

think you stood up too long...?

wait till u hear about this man. i was watching ripley's believe it or not (recorded it for my bro yesterday) and this man haven't sat down for 3 years!! THREE YEARS! blimey! initially he had this illness so whenever he sat down, he'll be in pain. so he didn't sit down to let it heal. after a couple of months not sitting, he decided to carry on that way! even when he sleeps, he built this thing which stands vertically (looked like a coffin to me :p), he jus goes in and leans behind it and it'll keep him in place, standing, while sleeping! goodness. so it's been 3 years and he's still standing. never sitting, never lying down. goodness me. i wonder if i have the energy to do that!

Capital FM

heard some advert on Power98 by supermario about capital fm. was bored of my mp3s so decided to surf a bit...and i ended up listening to Capital FM. :p it's currently 6am there...i heard some weather reports...12-15 degreez! >.< i want that weather here! im sweating again though it's raining. *cheers* gee. lol. think capital fm's pretty cool...early in the morning, James Cannon (he's da dj)'s sounding energetic enough...at 5+am, there was a caller, sounding as energetic...they were cracking nice jokes. the caller was cool. lol. unlike the callers we have here...it's pretty boring. call in, say hi, ask for song, bye. lol. well most of them are like that...i know a number of them aren't. but then again, lol. if u tuned in later, you would've thought that caller as a dj reporting live from somewhere else on the phone. lol. and the dj's pretty cool. guess i'll listen to it all afternoon....:p but i really recommend it if you're bored. of cos, it'll still be back to power98 at night. :p speaking of which, i slept at 2+am las night. :p it wasn't the case of not being able to sleep or anything. i just stayed up *grin* finally, once in my entire life, i heard JJ on the Radio till the end of it. lol just realised they still had their Say Of The Day. "What do you call a cow when it's sleeping? A Bulldozer" lol. thought that was a good one. ;p ok maybe it's lame. ah well.

Evanescence's Bring Me To Life's got me there. it's stuck on me. im hooked on it. i can't get it outta my mind. now it's on my msn nick. it's invading mE! lol. *shudders* but i really like that song...let me copy the lyrics out. *grin*

Bring Me To Life

How can you see into my eyes

like open doors.

Leading you down into my core

where I've become so numb.

Without a soul

my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold

until you find it there and lead it back home.

(Wake me up.

Wake me up inside.

I can't wake up.

Wake me up inside.

Save me.

Call my name and save me from the dark.

Wake me up.

Bid my blood to run.

I can't wake up.

Before I come undone.

Save me.

Save me from the nothing I've become.)

Now that I know what I'm without

you can't just leave me.

Breathe into me and make me real

Bring me to life.

[Chorus]

Bring me to life.

I've been living a lie

There's nothing inside.

Bring me to life.

Frozen inside without your touch,

without your love, darling.

Only you are the life among the dead.

All of this sight

I can't believe I couldn't see

Kept in the dark

but you were there in front of me

I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.

I've got to open my eyes to everything.

Without a thought

Without a voice

Without a soul

Don't let me die here

There must be something wrong.

Bring me to life.

[Chorus]

Bring me to life.

I've been living a lie

There's nothing inside.

Bring me to life
:: sh 11:17:00 PM [+] ::
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World of David Blaine

is he magical? or are they just tricks? seems tough for me to analyse. was watching David Blaine on the streets or something like that. ain't sure of the title of the show. but anyway, it just seemed amazing. i love his card tricks. my brother could do a few, but it seemed so fake when he does it. he claims "david blaine got practise mah." ah well...just magical or not, he's amazing with his tricks. u might sit back and think a bit and maybe realise, "hey..that's just some card tricks" but if u were on the streets being the ones witnessing it before your very own eyes, think if i were there i'd have freaked out and yet laugh about it. Floating seemed like a dumb trick to me. but then again, if some1 just floated before me, i'd stare and stare till my eyes would've popped out. lolz. but when u watch it on tv, it's so much like "hey, just another david copperfield." my brother used to have a tape on david copperfield and i would watch the way he unties himself and gets out of the fire when he was tied upside down. and i'd see the way he flew in the air. lol that looked very fake. but if you jus floated a couple of centimetres off the ground, there was room for believing in it. but then again, how da hell did he float? stage props? okay maybe there was a string which we couldn't see. but why is it that the minute he landed on the ground, the guy waved around above his head and felt nothing? *scratches head* weird stuffz ppl do for entertainment. do you believe in the supernatural?

Somebody saveeeeeee......me....

yep yep...Smallville! *grin* it was pretty much of TV Galore last night. lol. i so hate the ending to season 1 last night. yep it sure did make eveeeeryone wanna watch the season2, but then again! they couldn't just end off with Lana in that car in the tornado and Clark just zooms and disappear in the tornado. they're leaving ppl to die in anxiety. *grr* and my darling brother could only watch it when he's done with his BMT so that he can come back on the wkend to watch it. i'll be recording my ass off with all the shows in the world. lol. looks like we gotta wait patiently, or not, until the 28th of april. *growls*

rantings for the day
*hums* haven't done any work just as yet. lol. still stuck in there struggling to get myself to start working! 4 more days to school. *growls* i don't wana go school! lol. i got freaked out yesterday when my friend txt-ed me on my mobile saying that there was homework assigned, chk the school website for details. i got freaked out. i'm like "oh no pls no PLS NO!". fortunately or unfortunately, our work was to compare SARS and AIDS using some graphic organiser crap. lol! i jus stood there laughing my ass out. what an assignment! *rofl* okay maybe it's a good thing. but then again, it's so lame. lol! wahaahaha....ah well *can't stop laughing* compare...SARS & AIDS? lol. SARS has gotten my school good. *shudders*. lol. ah wellz. think im gonna have a sleepover at my cousin's place later on tonight. *grin* finally im gonna hav the slightest bit of fun. :p may i be able to start on my work soon! *crosses fingers* motivation, anyone? :)

lyrics for thoughts..

"What the world needs now is love, sweet love. it's the only thing that there's just too little of.

What the world needs now is love, sweet love, no not just for some but for everyone."

"All we have to do now, is love one another, sisters and brothers, will all live as one.

All we have to do now, is show one another, we all need each other to live as one in love."

"War is not the answer, for only love can conquer.

You know we've got to find a way, to bring some loving here today."

"Life is far too short, to spend on doing boring things and i want, and i want, i want to have fun."

:: sh 10:47:00 PM [+] ::
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:: sh 9:52:00 PM [+] ::
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rantings...

i can't help it but im really terribly bored. feel like some convict stuck in a prison. like a bird stuck in a cage. like a fish stuck in the tank. i cant get out. i haven't anything to do. ok. let me rephrase that. i don't feel like doing anything. i've been struggling to get myself to start working. my chinese project due a long time ago hasn't been done. the mtv request my cousin and i did hasn't been posted. my postcard for a penpal hasn't been posted either. the animal farm borrowed from my cousin hasn't been read. the song i've been trying to write all day long hasn't been edited. a tune hasn't been composed for it. yet here i am, dying of boredom, yawning, wondering what i can do, instead of what i should be doing. i keep saying i love my life, yet i'm not doing anything out of it. i've been bored. lazy. piggy. hungry. thirsty. i cant even bother to go to the kitchen and grab a drink or a bite. *sigh* something's terribly wrong with me. i have to stop dreaming and wake up. annz, wake up, ann!

anyway, my brother went out yesterday, yet again, and returned late without a phonecall. so, as usual, my grams wasn't happy. she was hogging up the telephone trying to ring up my bro's mobile but to no avail. he didn't picked up a single call. then, there were thunder (we always describe her mood as to how we describe the weather cos it's unpredictable). her mood all changed. she was so outraged. she just kept going on and on about how my brother behaves. forever promising that he'll be back early, yet he doesnt. what's more, he won't call home. she just went on and on. then she just got mad at everyone who went in her way. or even if they aren't in her way, she would find fault with whoever's left at home. i got scolded. so did my mum. n even my dad wasn't spared. she just started saying about me not helping my mum with the chores. about my mum always keeping vegetables for my aunt and cousins when they come for dinner, when she knew they weren't gonna eat it, and throwing it away as a result. she scolded my dad for doing things the wrong way. my dad was pissed at the way she's assuming things and rushing things. everyone wasn't happy with one another. i was so sick and tired. when we started having dinner, my brother wasn't back yet. she just couldn't sit still and keep quiet. she sat down and figured something about the soup...not leaving enough stuff for him when he liked it or something. but hey. we already scouped a bowl for him, but she didn't realise. so she just started saying us not knowing how to keep stuff my brother likes for him, and i was pretty much engulfed in flames. i raised my voice saying that the soup's already been scouped. i didn't like the idea of me having to raise my voice at my grandmother, but it was just annoying the way she assumed. when my brother came home, she gave him a 5 minute talk. then the sun came out again. *sigh* i just wished i could scream at my brother telling him that the lack of one phone call led to an outrageous storm which made us all unhappy. it's so ridiculous. and i could jollywell contrast the differences between the way she treats my brother and I.

coming home late without a phone call -- for my brother, she'll give him a 5min talk, then the sun comes out again. for me, she'll start ranting about me not being able to call home...about not allowing me to go out again...she'll rant until the next time i go out. missed call -- when my brother misses her call, he'll just have to cork up some rubbish reasons, and she'll agree and fine. that's it. when i miss a call, she'll start saying, what's the point of me having a mobile when i can't answer calls. blah. washing dishes after a meal -- whenever we finish a meal, she'd directly ask me to wash the dishes...clean the table...blah blah. when i get my brother to do it, she'll have that look on the face y'know. that cant-u-do-it-urself look. then she'll look unhappy when my brother has to do the washing. but she's improving on this point bcos she didn't quite give me that look anymore.... making a din -- when my brother laughs aloud in his room, she'll tell him "eh mai4 sng4 ah"(english: don't play). when i laugh aloud, she'll start saying me as a girl laughing loudly...blah blah. (my cousin can be my witness for this).

well actually if i really observe, she's improved pretty much. the list could've been longer. but i can't think now. im braindead. *shrugs* i can't wait for quarantine period to be over. but i don't mean school. i mean weekend. i mean outing. i mean shopping. i mean movies. i mean having fun! im SO BORED. god, save me.

song of the day: stacie orrico - stuck
:: sh 1:12:00 AM [+] ::
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Pardon me...i realli realli realli love this song...!!!!



GOD BLESS THE USA

If tomorrow all the things were gone I'd worked for all my life,

And I had to start again with just my children and my wife,

I'd thank my lucky stars to be living here today,

'Cause the flag still stands for freedom

and they can't take that away.

I'm proud to be an American

where at least I know I'm free,

And I won't forget the men who died

who gave that right to me,

And I gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today,

'Cause there ain't no doubt I love this land

God Bless the U.S.A.

From the lakes of Minnesota to the hills of Tennessee,

Across the plains of Texas from sea to shining sea.

From Detroit down to Houston and New York to L.A.,

There's pride in every American heart

and it's time we stand and say:

I'm proud to be an American

where at least I know I'm free,

And I won't forget the men

who died who gave that right to me,

And I gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today,

'Cause there ain't no doubt I love this land

God Bless the U.S.A.
:: sh 10:04:00 PM [+] ::
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dreamt of utt again las nite...2ice in a wk! i relli
wanna see him!! lol...lemmi tell u the dream i had a few nights ago
first k?



the first dream was...
my cousin and i were at this hawker centre eating..den he came to
that hawker centre so wad happened was he happened to be sitting the
next table closest to ME..den he jus u know...smiled a bit den he jus
sat down n blah blah..then...i got excited lol..i ask my cousin
whether she has a camera but she doesnt! so we both started running
to the nearest shop which sells camera...den halfway thru..we went
past this mini bookshop, by which i saw this guy who looked
familiar...it was Paul from a1! (lol im an a1 fan too u see...n i
cried my eyes out when paul left...so i guess i must've wana see him
too. lol) but i couldn't believe my eyes so we just kept running :p
when we finally reached the shop, we grabbed a camera, a battery, a
film..went to the counter but the lady couldn't count!! lol it was
$21.50 =p and the camera was weird-shaped but nvm that's dream-life.
lol...den when we payed her $22..she insisted it wasnt enough so we
pay n pay until $40++ she still say not enuff so poor me spent the
whole time explaining the money..$10, $10, $2. that's ENOUGH! lol so
after quite some time, she finally understood and agreed and we
immediately ran back by the same path...paul was gone...so was utt.
*sniffle* sucky dream there...



in the second dream...i was much smarter..din run to buy a camera.
hahaha...;)
all of us were in this weird place which has the structure of my house
but definitely much bigger and there was even a stage..den wad
happened was i saw utt walking to this area and sat down..he din look
too happie tho...den i saw one of my schmate..so i told
her..."hey..he don look too happie" but she just told me to approach
him...sooooo.....i went up to him and said hi den he said hi and i
asked for a hug *grin* apparently he heard wrongly so he gave me a
handshake but i just hugged him and hugged like i never wanted to let
go (does this sound familiar? hahaha) and he went "oh! u wanted a
hug!" hahahaa....but then he was called upon...by this speaker on the
stage...so he was walking to the stage but i jus kept following n
talking to him...den i told him a couple of my frens said hi and
all...den he gave me that grin which i almost fainted upon seeing
it...den he told me to stay on stage n wait for him. lol...ON STAGE!
i was so awkward but i just waited...then he made a short speech...
(whatever for? i've no clue lol) den later on when utt finished his
speech, he pulled me off stage *grin* he held my hand (ahH! lol) den
i cant remember what we talk abt lah but after a while they had this
er..skit..den those ppl who were sitting on stage were the ppl acting
in it including utt...den he jus ask me 2 wait for him...den wait n
wait n wait, but after a while i went to another room where i saw a
couple of my frens who were watching another film. not too long
later, i wanted to go to the toilet..(it was the kind of house
toilet, only one, and it's for males n females...) and it was
occupied so i jus waited outside wondering who was in it..and out
came utt *lol* and he jus grinned and i grinned back...den he went
back to act...lol...pretty long later...my friends wanted to go
home...but i insisted in staying on...but...i woke up. *sigh* lol
well at least i got hugged. it felt REALLY like i was hugged! lol. AH
i love my dreams...I WANNA SEE UTT IN PERSON!! lol



sounding so lame out here but ah well...;)
song of the day: god bless the u.s.a. - AMI finalists
:: sh 8:53:00 PM [+] ::
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okie. after sammi's nagging, i've decided to blog after all :p
been slacking at home...think my blog's gonna be boring for a while cos i haven't been doing much so it's all the same old stuff! haha...so...anyways finally caught The Bachelor (the movie which was on television pretty long ago). Hahaha...it was nice....typical ending but it was nice to watch. enjoyable. :)
to be honest, haven't gotten much done during the quarantine period. it was slack slack slack. sleep, eat, online, tv, eat, online, sleep. same whole cycle for the past few days. eeps. gonna turn into a pig soon. *oink* actually had a lot of mixed up feelings and all that which i really wanted to blog about but i just didn't feel like it. just felt like im so damn lazy now! lol rightey. nags running through my ears....so im goin offline!
p/s: AMI was absolutely rubbish today. was so happy, tensed, almos about to burst out, then again, irritated cos no1 got kicked out, yet happy cos no1 got kicked out. hmm. anna, ur not making sense. lol CIAO!
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