I'm Annabelle, a 14-yr-old grrl in sunny island, Singapore. born on 22-08-89.
This is currently V.21!
feeling:
The current mood of benfanatic89@yahoo.com.sg at www.imood.com
reading:
Susan Hill - I'm The King Of The Castle

listening to:
*Evanescence - My Immortal
*Ruben Studdard - How To Mend A Broken Heart
*Train - When I Look To The Sky
*Sugababes - Too Lost In You
*Nickelback - Some Day
*Good Charlotte - Hold On

The WeatherPixie

I want...
*simon cowell's I Don't Mean To Be Rude But..., $39.90
*vertical horizon's GO cd
*coldplay's A RUSH OF BLOOD TO THE HEAD cd
*my braces to be done, $2000-ish
*lipice's lipgloss
*brown jeans, $30-ish
*tomix jeans at OG (Chinatown) maroon in colour, $89.90
*golf shades at OG (Chinatown) dark bronze frames, $19.95
*new BROWN bag, $13
*beanie pillow

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:: Sunday, November 30, 2003 ::
aiight. will blog for once more before i set off for the chalet. think i'd be having a helluva time. hopefully drag my friends to bowl or arcade again. *grin* hopefully i have a wonderful time. bless me, dont let me have bad experiences (*blink* my cousin knows wad i mean). who's gonna look after the doggy!! lol (seige dear, if u read this in time, pls take it up and look after it :p thx)

doh. it's like my FIRST time staying over elsewhere apart from my cousin's place. so i'm kinda excited. and worried. but more excited than worried. *grin* anything, you lot can just sms me. :)

gonna bring my radio with me. *grin* hah. take care. toodles. tata. see ya on wednesday (or later) with blog entries full of adventure hopefully. *grin* take care for now!
:: sh 11:03:00 PM [+] ::
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:: Saturday, November 29, 2003 ::
was out with audrey and elise yesterday. we were supposed to be out on a shopping spree for the upcoming chalet (which is tomorrow, so i'm kinda on semi-hiatus till wednesday or later :P), but we ended up going to the arcade at suntec city. :p but it was fun!!!! i haven't been to an arcade since my lower primary days, and it was at the mini arcade you find at the hotels they have at Sentosa. with my brother. lol. yesterday was a lot of fun. we played this piano thing, then some hitting thingie, then arm-wrestling, driving (gawd this was cool), and this drums thing which i spent 2 bucks on. :P that was real real REAL fun. :p then we just walked about. they mentioned something about me looking like a normal teen who shops all the time. which i found rather amusing since there were some people who told me to get a life and go out with friends, when people found me online all the time. contradicting, you think? some thinks i got a much better life. some thinks i've got no life. :p hmm.

anyway, i ended up only buying baking powder. prolly gonna bake muffins tomorrow. hopefully. :)

anyway, was out to buy dinner yesterday, at this coffeeshop nearby. everything was perfect and fine. until i saw this chap who took his fork and picked his teeth. then it's not. he was sitting just across me. gawd. then he got something that was initially stuck between his teeth out and he spit it on the floor. and he left not long later. and i was so utterly disgusted. despite them washing the dishes and all, imagine using a fork that was used to pick their teeth. gawd. and ur using it to eat? eek.

anyway thankfully i was buying a take-away. nope. no forks needed, thank you very much.
:: sh 10:30:00 PM [+] ::
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:: Friday, November 28, 2003 ::
i've been hearing this radio advertisement i found rather amusing. and kinda like it. :p it's a conversation between this couple.

wife: Honey, all my friends at the party say i'm feeding you so well.
husband: She means, OH MY GOD, everyone's laughing at your huge belly.
wife: Don't worry, honey, it looks quite adorable on you, actually.
husband: She means, you used to look adorable, until it ballooned!
wife: I think it will be gone in good time, honey.
husband: She means, you better get rid of it or she's gone in good time.
narrator: Read between the lines. Some things are better off small on men! (some stuff abt this male slimming centre)

LOL
:: sh 6:11:00 AM [+] ::
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Friday 5!
1. Do you like to shop? Why or why not?

yeah u bet. most of the time that is. :p cos it's just fun!

2. What was the last thing you purchased?
erm. i can't remember actually. think it was mrs field's triple chocolate cookie, last saturday, when i was at marina square on my way home. before i fell ill. *sniff*

OH OH! *recalls* i bought a new diary. *grin* and it says "Bad Girl" in front. oh i love it. *grin*

3. Do you prefer shopping online or at an actual store? Why?
actual store. never trusted online shopping. :P

4. Did you get an allowance as a child? How much was it?
yup yup. school allowance. primary school, i had erm, i cant remember actually. think it probably was $5 a week. a dollar a day. i don't take lunches at school anyway. :) now it's $20 a week! but no school = no allowance. and i hardly get money when i go out with friends, cos i'd feel bad about it anyway!

5. What was the last thing you regret purchasing?
hmm, i can't remember! erm erm, i know there're thousands of stuff i regret having in my house cos they occupy an awful lot of it. but the last one, i can't remember. :p probably the black hair-rubberband thingie i bought. cos i lost it anyway. :s
:: sh 5:49:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Thursday, November 27, 2003 ::
ah. i'm finally almost well. apart from the throat. *phew* thanks for all well-wishes. they were really sweet ;-)

was out of the house (finally! was stuck at home since monday!) today! but not for a very nice reason. to buy school books. *sniff* well it was kinda exciting actually. until, the books filled up 3 plastic bags and were bloody heavy. then it's not. thankfully i had my cousin to help me carry *grin seige* (smart me mwahah) a bag. :p they changed the A.Math syllabus! it's now this huge fat book instead of the big and thin book. everything's so heavy and thick. *shudder* im not very sure how i'm gonna cope now! but it sure was great to be able to step out of the house again. *grin*

ah. i was attempting to make a new layout, because dira made a new layout and i reaaaaaaaally loved it. so kinda got inspired. it's looney tunes based for the new one. but i kinda ran out of ideas for a while. but really proud of it as it is. *grin* shall be up pretty soon! :) i hope. :p
:: sh 5:31:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Tuesday, November 25, 2003 ::
egad. suddenly i feel so full of self-sympathy. i was dying for the holidays and now i'm STILL ill. yes, this is probably the longest time i'm ill (apart frm chicken pox) for. it's been 3 days. the fever always seem to come back in the morning, and is gone by the afternoon. i wonder why. my last week of november should've been packed, but i've got to cancel almost everything cos of the icky throat and the on-off fever. i've been missing out so much...and i think my throat's probably tired of coughing. *yawn*

hopefully i manage to get well enough to go buy school books by tomorrow. otherwise i seriously have nothing else better to do. suddenly i'm feeling kinda studious again. hmm.

somebody SAVE me. *growl* i need to get well to go for my class chalet next monday! gotta get well before saturday cos i'm meeting my friends to buy some stuff! ah....

oh yeah, yesterday was my brother's day off. and so we were about to have lunch, so i was called out of bed by my mum. i was still feeling sickly and all that, and my brother blasted meteora. lol. yep thanks. that helped. :P no i mean seriously, think it made me a bit more hyper. lol but unfortunately not helping much. :p

im bored.
:: sh 7:19:00 PM [+] ::
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eeks. im losing my voice. im croaking. eeks. ribbit!
:: sh 4:55:00 AM [+] ::
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goodness. they're showing Ricky Martin's showcase in singapore on tv now. *cringe* only saw his Jaleo performance, and he disgusts me. all he does is shakes his bon-bon, does some icky dance movements and fling his hair. gawd. fling his hair? his hair kinda remains me of christiano ronaldo's but gawd, at least he doesn't fling his hair like ricky martin's. *shudder* now that was really disgusting. *shudder* and he doesn't interact with the crowd. *thankful i wasn't there* no wonder i heard a coupla people who went to his showcase saying it wasn't that worthwhile. eeek. he FLINGS HIS HAIR! lol.

yippee there's sound of music later on. *grin*
:: sh 12:13:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Monday, November 24, 2003 ::
still feeling horrid. was trembling under the covers last night. *shudder* it was baaaad.
:: sh 9:54:00 PM [+] ::
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ah. i went through one of the worst torments of my life this afternoon. i was having a bad throat infection. the kind where u keep drinking but ur lips remain as dry as ever, your throat feels real dry and bad, even though ur drinking water. i was running a fever, having a bit of flu, a bit of cough, a bit of everything. skipped lunch and wasn't hungry, not even during dinner. didn't finish my dinner, couldn't eat anything. felt like puking. *cringe* and couldn't wash my dishes. end up slamming them onto the sink cos i couldn't grip onto them properly. it was scary. *shudder* was at school in the morning, and reached home about 1 plus, so slept till almost 4, went to see the docs, and reached home at 4plus and slept till 7. *blink* yes i'm a pig. lol.

anyway, feeling a lot better though. thankfully. *phew* :p

oh oh, last night, dreamt of clay for the first time. he was performing at tampines mall. *blink* like tampines mall? i happened to be there with my brother, and it isn't like him to let me stand there. i mean, he'd probably have dragged me away or something. hahaha. but i screamed once when every1 were quiet, so clay saw me. for whatever reason, he noticed me a lot. he sang "invisible"! i can't remember much about it, but i can remember that he kept looking at me and smiling and stuff. hahahaha which is why it's called a DREAM.
:: sh 6:17:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Sunday, November 23, 2003 ::
wow. was listening to power98 during their last hour of the 98-hour power radiothon, and i heard shareen and sebastian mention something about this chap who donated $1,000 and insisted on remaining annoymous. holy crap. a thousand bucks? oh god. and this sharlene/charlene girl who's 10 i think. she donated 20 bucks. and a coupla kids who went by there to donate their pocketmoney. for a while i was feeling like i was some stingypiggy. i donated 5 bucks and had 10 remaining. maybe i should've donated the 10 and saved the 5. god. a thousand bucks. *blink*

and later on, they were auctioning off their furniture for the last time, and this bloke raised a high amount, and gave them the money and told them to keep the furniture. how heartwarming! bless! goodness. i reaaaally feel stingy now. damn.

i'm thankful i didn't complain about donating 5 bucks yesterday when i saw this bag i really liked and it was for 13 bucks. so gotta save up again.
:: sh 3:21:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Saturday, November 22, 2003 ::
goodness. i'm partially going insane. the internet explorer's been hanging like forever. it's like *click* *pause* *hangs* *opens a new window and the whole procedure repeats itself* damn this thing. lol. i've to go to the extent of typing everything elsewhere then pasting it back at blogger later. gee.

anyway, yesterday, on our way back from marina square (where i met melvin. *blink* there. ur mentioned. lol) my cousin and i were actually talking about people with intellectual disabilities. i'm sorry if they didn't like to be sympathized but i was full of sympathy for 'em. they're like born with these sorta things, and they can't help it. the worst torture is to be born with some disability. you never get to have a taste of life in a so-called "normal" person's way. suddenly yesterday i feel so fortunate. i do know almost every "normal" people are more fortunate than me, but they don't realise that. cos they don't know something i know. but doesnt matter. :) anyway, back to those people with intellectual disabilities. i could imagine the way they feel. like gee. i know i'm like that, but will u stop staring at me? hey it's not my fault i'm like that, can't u just try to take me as a normal kid? yet, they have such simple expectations and are easily contented with simple simple things. yet people like us take everything for granted. gee.

anyway, it's lianne's bday today. *grin* stayed up last night and rang her a few mins past midnight. :p hopefully i was the first one to wish her happy birthday on her birthday itself. haha. :) happy birthday dear!
:: sh 8:05:00 PM [+] ::
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was out with my cousin earlier... at marina square. kinda to give support for the power crew. they've been surviving there on the main stage since wednesday, and they're gonna stay there till sunday. they look awfully tired and denise was sneezing and all. poor them! well, we did donate 5 bucks each and a total of 10 bucks got us a plush. well, awfully broke now. *sniff* but they seemed like they really needed quite a lot more. so... i guess it's for charity anyway.

was rather surprised jeremy could recognise me. considering once he walked past us, and didn't notice us, and he hasn't seen me in contacts either. it was quite funny actually. saw him come down the stage so i said hey and he said hey annabelle! and i was like, "eh? can recognise me ah?" and he went, "eh no no no, who're you?" hahaha. *raise eyebrow* then JA came by yawning. haha. well, asked them how's it so far, and they said it was pretty good and i gave them a surprised look. :P anyway they're planning for an xmas party like last year.. on 21st dec. we'll see how it goes. *grin* shucks though, forgot what my excuse was to go out for the party last year. hmm.

it was quite a bad shopping day though. wasn't in the mood to try clothes for fun. haha. like i always do. but not today. hmm. just wanted to walk about. so we walked till we were dead tired. :p bought myself a triple chocolate cookie from mrs fields, as usual. yum!

i love the dog plushie! :p
:: sh 5:19:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Friday, November 21, 2003 ::
seen here

[You’re supposed to take the description of those born in your birth month, then strike out the characteristics which don’t describe you at all & bold those which applies to you especially]

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

*wonders why caring was noted twice*
:: sh 7:37:00 PM [+] ::
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you know, i've watched many films, where by the parents meet with some problem. or the family. and when the child asks the parents if they can help, and they tell the child, all she/he has to do is study hard first. i wonder why it never was the case for me.
:: sh 7:24:00 PM [+] ::
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:: Wednesday, November 19, 2003 ::
this is currently my favourite song. i can't get it outta my head!

Lillix - Tomorrow

tomorrow just another day
another way to spend my day
all by my self
starin at the tv screen
flipping through my magazine
everything is unclear
i need you hear do

and i wake up
put on my make up
pick up the phone
nobody's home
i need to break out
give me some take out
standin' side the crowd
i wanna scream out loud
i'll be ok
i'll be ok

walking down this whining road
raining days are all unknown
i have hit the ground
staring up into the sky
countin all the reasons why
my mind is spinning around
i need to breath dooo

so,i wake up
put on my make up
pick up the phone
nobody's home
and i need to break out
give me some take out
standin' side the crowd
i wanna scream out loud
i'll be ok

get off from the floor
i just can't take anymore
leave that all behind
just get along

nah nah nah nah
nah nah nah nah
nah nah nah oohhh

oh,i wake up
put on my make up
pick up the phone
nobodys home
and i need to break out
give me some take out
standing side the crowd
i wanna scream out loud
i'll be ok
i'll be ok

oh,i wake up
put on my make up
pick up the phone
nobodys home
and i need to break out
give me some take out
standing side the crowd
i wanna scream out loud

i need to break out!!
were ok were alright
were ok we'll be alright

tomorrow just another day
another way
to spend my day

:: sh 11:37:00 PM [+] ::
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Prep
You are a Preppie. Jesus Christ, how much did
mommy and daddy pay for your new 'vette? You
little prep-bitch loser, get out of my sight.
GET A JOB AND LEARN TO LIVE FOR YOURSELF!!!


What type of Loser are you?
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:: sh 5:40:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Tuesday, November 18, 2003 ::
ah. pretty tired now. was out earlier with my mum... -the lucky lady- apparently she won this 2D/1N at Sentosa Shangri-la resort. was kinda annoyed when i realised i forgot to put on my contacts. :s think i'm getting too used to that. lol. anyway, so yay! we're going to sentosa! lol. i can't wait. i'm sooo gonna get a tan when i'm there. so i have no idea what i'm gonna do if it rains while we're there. lol.

anyway, got this frm lianne's.

Glucose
You are glucose. People feed off of you. You are
sweet, caring, and a source of energy for
everyone around you. You can inspire others
with your creativity and depth, and you can
keep people alive when in times of famine.
People love you...or at least the way you
taste.


Which Biological Molecule Are You?
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:: sh 1:56:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Sunday, November 16, 2003 ::
You are DORY!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

brought to you by Quizilla
You're DORY, the happy fish with mad skills.

ahhh *jumps* :P
:: sh 12:55:00 AM [+] ::
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okay pardon me, i'm blogging like crazy today. sudden loads and loads of things i thought of. yesterday, my aunts and uncles came over. they finally realised my holidays had started. so they started asking for my results and all that. my uncle thought my literature and history marks were bad. b3 and b4 were unsightly to him. yeah sure. his kids are straight A's students. but i'm not, so i'm fine with that grades ok?

his wife begged to differ. she came into my room and complimented me. she was surprised to know i had an a2 for higher chinese. cos i never had tuition for the entire year. to think about it, i guess she's right. i never had tuition the whole year. i slacked through it and studied a few days before the actual papers. how did i do it? *scratches head* never pondered about that before. i'm not boasting. i'm surprised too. hmm. and last year i had tuition for a short period of time. and i sucked. lol. and i improved much more this year. *phew* bless me for telling my granny i don't want tuition cos i know it's gonna be annoying to fit in tuition time into my schedule. (yes, i was selfish for personal time. moreover, whenever i was home, i used the comp before doing homework. yea i had plenty of time for tuition :P but who cares lol)

and to think about it, the top few people either had tuition or had parents that were uni grads or are teachers and all that. or those born gifted kind. those who get straight A's all the time and all that. or those who are the kind who go home, straightaway, they mug. u know what i mean. but me? i don't have tuition. my parents only had up to primary school education. not even the least bit of secondary school education i think. my brother's constantly in camp. otherwise, he'll be home for dinner, watch tv and all and sleeps early. i come home, use the comp, listen to radio while doing work and all that. maybe taking things lightly's the way for me. lol. *grin* maybe.
:: sh 12:47:00 AM [+] ::
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anyway, read about people at funerals earlier. and i feel the grief for them. especially those who pass away young. i've never been to a funeral. and i never want to. i don't know how it feels like, cos the only person missing in my family is my 5th uncle, and my paternal granddad, and maternal grandmum. my 5th uncle and paternal granddad was gone before i was out in this world. my maternal grandmum, well i don't remember. i think she was gone when i was only 3 or 4 years old. i don't remember going to any funeral, but i remember my mum crying when she was at home. i wasn't very attached to my grandmum since i was only a few years old. maybe this is being fortunate. maybe it's being immature to think it's fortunate. dear me, i don't think i'm making very much sense here. but well, death is part and parcel of life. yeah sure we hate to admit that. but it's true. well, some call it luck. some call it fate. it's up to you to decide.
:: sh 12:38:00 AM [+] ::
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I did it in 11 seconds.
I deserved an A!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!

ooh yay. *blink* eu's got A+ though. *blink*

anyway, went out with my cousin (as usual) yesterday, and caught Uptown Girls. i know it might sound stupid but before the show, i couldn't stop singing Uptown Girl. *blink* it wasn't on purpose. it just got to me! but it was a fab show nonetheless. had a good cry. hadn't had one in ages. (if u ain't interested in the details, go to the paragraph that's not in italics.)

it's about this girl named Molly (brittany murphy), who was rich and pretty spoilt. and she had this huge birthday party. and her friends invited this guy-who-wants-to-be-a-great-singer, called Neal, and she tried to make him like her and all, but most of the time he was interested in making music. blah blah, anyway, the guy who was sponsoring Molly her apartment, electricity bills and all that crap was a cheat. (her parents had passed away and he's her dad's friend or something) so she had to work. she got into some jobs but didn't make it, and got fired and all.

anyway, she became a nanny for Ray (the little girl) who's bloody rich and thinks-she's-real-mature. she's almost unfeeling. but it's not her fault, cos she was growing up with too little stability. her dad was a vegetable, and soon-to-be dying. her mum's always at clubs and all that. anyway, Ray & Molly's relationship got better slowly. there was a part when Molly wanted to bring Ray to an amusement park and was shocked that she hasn't been to one before. however, when they were there, they realised the amusement park wouldn't be working till a week later. anyway, after much later, molly asked ray to talk to her dad, cos she watched a tv show which mentioned that people usually live 10times longer if people who are dear to them talk to them. and she swore that. but the dad died, and ray asked her mum to fire molly. and molly told her mum off cos her mum acted like she knew ray well but she knew NOTHING about her.

and the next thing they knew, Ray went missing, and Molly found her at the amusement park she brought her. they took the teacup ride where they spin and spin and spin (there's a deeper meaning to that. but u'll understand if u watch it), and when the ride stopped, ray was throwing up, and slapped molly twice. no wait, thrice. molly slapped her back once, and ray started punching her in the stomach, till she couldn't take it, and hugged molly and cried. that's probably the first time she cried apart from her baby times. that was damn sad.

anyway, Neal bought the whole guitar set Molly sold (it's her dad's, and it's worth a lot cos her dad was a big star), and played a tune for her at this ballet performance thingie, which her dad wrote about her, before he died. molly was present cos ray's a ballerina...and molly came out dancing the way molly does (crazily) when listening to songs she call "music". (she doesn't think highly of mozart and most musicals she heard when ray's dancing ballet cos she thinks they're depressing) it was funny at the last part. heartwarming. oh well. that's about the more important parts.


anyway, to reflect on the show upon myself, it's one of my fave shows now cos some bits are relate-able. the little girl's like an egg. hard shell out there, but once u crack it, u find that inside's real soft. but u've got to know how to crack it, of course. i wouldn't say i'm strong. mentally and physically that is. i try as hard as i can though. especially mentally. if u think i'm strong, well, congrats to me. ;-) i succeeded. but actually, there are many things that can trample over me. it's like the egg shell's partially permeable. but not very easy to crack. think that's about the description i can think of, for now.

anyway, that aside, my brother rented Just Married, and i caught it with him last night. 2 brittany murphy shows in a day is enough to list her down as one of my favourite actresses. she's good at the crying type. the crying-but-i'm-gonna-get-consoled-anyway type. but i like her. :) the show's great too. about this 2 who met by accident, love at first sight, got married despite many disapprovals by everyone, but they just agree to it at the end cos they want the couple to be happy. they went on a honeymoon and everything goes reaaaaal wrong. then they went home and couldn't get over life without one another and ashton was sssssooooooooooooo sweet at the end. *sigh* he was real cute in the movie too. *grin* won't tell this show in greater detail cos it's supposed to be a comedy, so u gotta watch it to laugh at it. it's hilarious at bits. especially the cockroach crawling on ashton, when the couple were kissing. lmao!

nothing much to reflect on that show, but it was so lovely. like they're both so loved. so perfect. such a perfect couple though they're like very different. then again, WHY IS HE WITH DEMI MOORE? *ponders*

anyway, today was fantastic. had lunch at Chat Masala (this indian restaurant at Upp. East Coast Road). and it was fantastic. we were so amateur. we asked the waitress for recommendations and we were like.. "err...what's that?" after most of the stuffs she recommended. *laughs* the stuff was DEAD SPICY. i think i almost died. kept sipping my Iced Peach Tea & ice water. couldn't take it *shudder* it was darn good though. bloody expensive too. *laughs* 88 bucks for 5 of us. u tell me. but it was darn good. nice experience. the waitresses there were really nice and helpful. and i was bloated! haven't been this full for pretty long. goodness. :p i would recommend that restaurant to anyone who wants to try spicy food. cool stuff!
:: sh 12:29:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Friday, November 14, 2003 ::
my sec4 senior, who is in triple science+literature elect/ss, was asking me if i wanted her notes. i told her, "yes!! your literature notes especially! everything!!"

goodness. i feel so helplessly kiasu.
:: sh 7:36:00 PM [+] ::
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just took this personality test which i figured is pretty accurate. they say i'm an inspector. not sure about that. but here's what they say.

Dependable. Trustworthy. Practical. Down to earth. Does this sound familiar? You probably don't care for the fancy stuff and the high-wire lifestyle, either. Yes, you are BORING. Ok, that's a bit harsh, but you're a quiet person, and other people don't always see the whole you. There's nothing wrong with that -- who cares what they think? There are more important things in the world anyway.

In group situations, you are often the most important cog. After all, it's your job to make sure that everything gets done right. Sometimes, this means its your job to do it all yourself, but that's another story. You make sure things run smoothly and without you, things would probably go very, very wrong.

Your attention to details is something often lacking in today's fast-paced world. Remembering birthdays and anniversaries comes easily to you, and the the little things make all the difference. In your family life, you will make an excellent husband or wife, father or mother. Your practical side ensures that the little things are taken care of, and that the house and home is maintained both physically and emotionally.


it's from swirve.com (thx daph)
:: sh 7:32:00 PM [+] ::
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ah. was out to meet mingli earlier. on my way there, there was this guy who probably just came out from Singapore General Hospital, with a crutch. and his knee looks like it had stitches and they were just removed. *cringe* reminds me of my dad. he had stitches on his thumb before. goodness. i never dared to look at his thumb when the stitch wasn't removed. *shudder* that fella's knee wasn't a very nice sight, but i found it hard not to stare. gee.

anyway, when i reached parkway, it was like i was yawning and all that, alighted the bus, then met her, then started walking, and i saw my higher chinese teacher. i was like er *forces a smile but obviously in shocked state* lol she just smiled back and she looked rather surprised too. goodness. it's been ages. and i wish and wish and wish she'd be my teacher for chinese next year. god no. i don't want the other chinese teacher. she's damn fierce i heard. noooooooooooooo.........

*sniff*
:: sh 2:01:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Thursday, November 13, 2003 ::
i swear i did try to blog yesterday, but when i wanted to publish it, it said blogger was down for maintenence k? :p anyway, was rather delighted that i've gotten into 3e1 (which is my first choice - triple science + literature elective) *grin* and 7 others from my class are joining me in that class! *grin* really happy about that. :) though my 2 best friends in class are in 3e2 and 3e3 respectively. *sniffle* but we made a pact, so i'm quite fine with it. :) hehe

anyway, the previous night, i dreamt i got into my third choice, which i'm pretty fine about, and yesterday morning when i checked the results, only one girl from my class ended up there. *phew* i doubt i'd survive that long there. heh. :p

gotta buck up on literature and social studies now. wish me luck!

p/s: i can't believe i bothered to do a "100 things about me". and i'm done with it. but i'll put it up at a later date i think. :)
:: sh 8:50:00 PM [+] ::
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:: Wednesday, November 12, 2003 ::
yep it's true. i got bored of that layout. so just looked around for a nice one, and put it up for the time-being. bless me for trying hard for that coffee one and ended up putting it only for less than 2 wks. oh well. i really didn't like that one afterall. had to keep customising it. ah well. we'll see when i bother to DO a layout again. *grin*
:: sh 1:16:00 AM [+] ::
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did i tell u i love friendster? oh i love friendster! there. :p i found sharan and stephanie. gee. i knew them like NEARLY 3 years ago, and we all lost contact (all a1's fault :p) then i just found them like yesterday!!! *jumps for joy* i miss them! goodness. ;p thanks to sharan, who introduced me to this group, a1singapore, i got to know suzi, neti, lianne, dell, xueling, yinghui, stephanie, cheryl (who happens to be mingli's friend. *blink* what a small world lol), errrrrm. amanda, diana (who happens to be my schmate. *blink again*), errrrrr. yeah. that's about it i think!! ooh goodness, i miss u lot! lol. cheers for friendster, yay! :p
:: sh 12:55:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Monday, November 10, 2003 ::
i think my grams should get a life of her own and stop bothering mine.
:: sh 12:45:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Sunday, November 09, 2003 ::
Too Much Food - Jason Mraz

You can say that I'm one curly fry in the box of the regular
Messing with the flavor oh the flavor that you savor
Saving me for last but you better not eat me at all
Living in a fast food bag making friends with the ketchup and salt
People say that I'm crazy for not moving on to better things
Instead I'm sitting around trash talking with the onion rings
But it's much too soon to leave this easy life
Pass me the spoon. Pass the analytical knife

Cause your about to get cut and get cut down
It's all about the wordplay all about the sound in the tone of my voice
You gotta let me make my choice alone before my food gets cold
Better shut up or get shot down. It s all about the know how all just a matter of taste
Stop telling me the way I gotta play.
Too much food on my plate.

Believe it or not I super sized my sights on the surprise in the cereal box
My stomachs smaller than my eyes
so I went to see the doctor and he said "turn your head and then cough"
I didn't listen to what he said instead I couldn't wait to get off
He said I can have this but I cant have that
That I should keep wishing I was living the life of a cat because
I ain't the one whose gonna be missing the feast
Just like you ain't the one who seems to be calming the beast

Now your about to get cut and get cut down
It's all about the wordplay all about the sound in the tone of my voice
You gotta let me make my choice alone before my food gets cold
Better shut up or get shot down. It s all about the know how all just a matter of taste
Stop telling me the way I gotta play. Too much food on my plate.

Well if you are what you eat in my case I'll be sweet so come and get some
I'm so over it.

Now your about to get cut and get cut down
It s all about the know how all just a matter of taste
Stop telling me the way I gotta play. Too much food on my plate.
(Get up and get some)
there's too much food on my plate



*grin* quite senseless song, but it's nice. and, no points for guessin where he got his inspiration from. lol
:: sh 8:04:00 PM [+] ::
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:: Saturday, November 08, 2003 ::
ah. thanks for well-wishes. the headache lasted all the way till last night. had to have panadol for the 2nd time at night and have a rest before it's fully gone. *grin* feeling kinda wacky cos i've got jason mraz's waiting for my rocket to come on my cd player. wahoo! (again, it's not mine. my cousin's cd *grin*)

anyway, my bro rented Finding Nemo yesterday and i watched it for the first time! (yes, i'm that pathetic) he made this bet that i was sure to cry in there, but i only got a little teary at the end of it, and that's all. *grin* it was a good show yeah. i loved dory. :p finally understood why my dear friend's constantly chirping, "Just keep swimming, just keep swimming.." haha. i found the way they spoke whale the most hilarious bit. it was close to midnight, and in our living room, u see my brother and I laughing to till i was almost tearing! goodness. :p well, i missed the arsenal match because of that -_-" ah well. but dory rocks! lol my brother lovvveeees the sea turtle, the "cool dudeee", apparently. *blink* well, it's okay. dory's cuter. *innocent smiles* actually i had an inspiration for a layout. yes it's finding nemo. but i'll work on it. :p

had quite a scary dream last night. i dreamt some people were after me. for money most probably. *shudder* i made some smart moves, and managed to escape, boarded this bus thinking i could go off scott-free, only to find that i was wrong cos this big fellas were boarding it too, so i could only hide behind those benches, whereas they simply sat in the front few seats, the ones facing the back of the bus. when i had really nowhere to go, and there were no1 else on the bus except me and those fellas, there was no way i could alight the bus, suddenly i was awakened by the noise in my house. gawd. PHEW. *heaves a sigh of relief* i so don't want that to happen in reality. *nod me* gawd. *shudder*

lol. earlier, my granny was finding joy in plaiting my hair. *blink* so i now look like some innocent kid with *angelic flutter* two braided ponytails! *blink* right. don't even attempt to imagine. *roll eyes*
:: sh 10:06:00 PM [+] ::
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:: Friday, November 07, 2003 ::
i had one awful night. well, at least i had a damn early night. i was having a headache. like something was hitting against my brains and bones and all that in my head. maybe there was gonna be an explosion in there. my brains were gonna split. *shudder* if that wasn't bad enough, i was constantly sneezing. having a blocked nose. flu comin up. gee. it was baaaad. thankfully i had robbie's escapology to keep me company for a bit before i fell asleep. (the robbie cd isn't mine! it's yp's! but i get to listen to it first mwahah=p) anyway. it was a bad night.

there's still some thingies about my head this morning, though the sneezing and all's gone. think i'd have another headache by afternoon. *cringes*
:: sh 5:23:00 PM [+] ::
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FridayFive
1. What food do you like that most people hate?
hmmmm.... brocolli. *grin* i like it. my favourite veg. =)

2. What food do you hate that most people love?
hmm let's see. i got tired of lollipops. i don't like candy sticks (those xmas types), basically i now dislike sticky stuff...and i don't like mushrooms, nor bird nest soups.

3. What famous person, whom many people may find attractive, is most unappealing to you?
er... wat's dat fella's name? i really can't remember. though i remember dee and jasmine goin nuts about him. lol. gawd. i can't remember!! he wasn't that famous. always associated him with bosson and christian wunderlich. they all probably came around the same time..

4. What famous person, whom many people may find unappealing, do you find attractive?
it prolly was bosson. *chuckle*

5. What popular trend baffles you?
hmm. i dono. i think it's probably the wearing of ties, especially when some fans tried to mimick the way avril lavigne was dressing when she came down. *shudder* try imagining walkin about with everyone wearing the same stuff as u. bleargh. that's no difference as compared to when ur in school!
:: sh 12:44:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Wednesday, November 05, 2003 ::
ha. i'm really liking this layout. *grin* i took that picture of the coffee when i was making one for myself yesterday. :) inspiration comes by hard. glad i got that. heh.

last nite was a killer. i was feeling quite hot i think. *shrug* i just was kept wide awake. i slept at half past midnight, and woke up at 3+. so since i was awake, i crept outside of my room, closed my parents' door, go to the living room and switched on the tv, recorded the arsenal match, switched off the tv monitor, opened my parents' door, went back to my room and tried to get to sleep. ah, quite long later, i managed to. however, i found myself lying awake again at 4+. gee. something was wrong with me. but managed to sleep all the way till my alarm woke me up at 8.45 ;) phew.

gah. i had too much spare time on hand, apparently. so i went making printscreens of the past layouts i had. :)
v1: v2: v3: v4: v6: v7: v8: v11: v12: v13: v14: v15: v16: v17:

v5 is the eminem one, whattashame the image's no longer available so there's no way i could show u that.
v9 was the surfin' usa one, and i didn't save the stuff for that one, so no images either.
v10's the black and pink stuff. once again, didn't save the stuff. i don't usually save those self-made layouts except this coffee one ;)
my faves are v4 (toes), v7 (innocence), v8 (i miss u), v14 (oh ashton), v15 (are u happy now) and v16 (butterflies). *grin* anything u guys like?
:: sh 9:21:00 PM [+] ::
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gah. finally got this going. will fix it soon. this might look amateur-ish, but hey. this is only my second self-made layout and the first one sucked. :)
:: sh 3:37:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Tuesday, November 04, 2003 ::
kay. basically all the information about what happened this morning was in the previous entry (the one below)'s comments. lol. i'm quite lazy as it is to copy everything over.

anyway, was clearing some parts of my room earlier. (get your lottery tickets peeps, a miracle just happened!) i finally finally finally found my kelly clarkson cd sleeve. my gawd. i almost fainted when i deduced that it went missing!! i searched high and low for it but to no avail! thank goodness. it was in my file, the one i always brought to school. PHEW. *heaves a sigh of relief* i'd be even more panicky if i hadn't found it today, cos chances are, they're not in my house. hahaha.

anyway, planning on making a new layout. yes, finally my own. but i think i might try to search for a host too. not sure if i should get a host actually. hopefully the self-made layout comes out well before any decision's made. ;)
:: sh 11:35:00 PM [+] ::
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*yawn* still feeling kinda sleepy. slept at 11pm last nite, woke up at 3.30 to catch the Man U vs Rangers match. and when my mum woke up at 5am she almost screwed me *cringes* slept after the match and woke up at 10. gah. *yawn* nice match though. 3-nil to man u, in case u missed it. expected a 3-1. ah well, man u's defence was pretty tight last nite. nice. i'm not gonna stay up for tonight's arsenal's match. lol
:: sh 8:06:00 PM [+] ::
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:: Sunday, November 02, 2003 ::
watch this at your own risk. it's promoting vegetarianism. but it's horridly terrifying. it shows all sorts of abuse towards animals that provide us with meat, namely turkeys, chickens, pigs, calves, cows etc. i was using both hands to cover my eyes for quite a number of parts. that's how bad it is. it shows how they abuse them, how they torture them, they slid their throats when they're alive, for some animals, they cut off their ears etc. it's BAD. *shudder*
:: sh 6:41:00 PM [+] ::
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i've just got the dance frenzy all over again. my friend lent me Save The Last Dance's vcd, and i think i cried twice.. or thrice... but it was a good show. haven't cried in a bit, so it was a rather good cry. *grin* feeling very refreshed now. :)

i can't help but turn on JT's Rock Your Body and start dancing to it. whee.

p/s: yesterday's man u vs leeds was gooood. the second half especially. sub-ing ronaldo and keane in together at the same time was a fantastic move. giggs was playing extremely well!!!!!!! extreeeeeeemely well. totally. i knew keane had to be there. whenever he's in, everything just seems to go right. ronaldo's first goal for man u was awesome. ;) pool vs fulham tonight!
:: sh 1:11:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Saturday, November 01, 2003 ::
i think i'm officially insane.

the exams just ended, and i'm worrying about next year. and i'm in such a studious mood. i feel like just settling down to study something. the holidays just started and i'm beginning to feel quite excited about turning secondary3. i can hardly wait for school to start. oh dear. i think i'm having a temperature. lol. somebody call the ambulance please!

anyway, quite senseless, and i just wasted a morning, simply by taking an hour ride to school, to go to the general office to return my selection form and my report book, and another hour ride home. *blink* wasting time, yeah. :p anyway my choices as shown..
1st choice: triple science + literature elective
2nd choice: triple science + geography elective
3rd choice: physics + chemistry + literature elective + core geography.

thanks to one and all who tried to persuade me into one humanity or another. it really helped to settle my final decision, after multiple times of reconsideration. *grin* namely: chingjoo, kenneth, audrey, elise, esther, mingli, jianxuan (uh, prefer calling u this way)... can't quite remember for now, but i know some people just popped some messages upon seeing my nick on msn about my dilemma. *grin* thanks. and even though most of you told me to choose geography elective as first choice, i've found reasonable excuses, logical enough to put it as the first choice. heh. thanks anyway!

p/s: tkgs_2e6_2003-ers, if you haven't chose any of the above as your options, there ain't gonna be chances of us in same class, but i hope we'd all keep in contact anyway! :) and being excited about goin to sec3 next year doesn't mean that i'm excited about letting go of our 2-year-bond. cheers to y'all. wish y'all the best. :) keep in touch!
:: sh 12:17:00 AM [+] ::
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