it's official now. i've moved to http://fullfledgednut.blogspot.com. :)
:: sh 1:38:00 AM [+] ::
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see. i'm online again. and without a thing to do. quite glad there're matches later on. (man u vs aston villa and liverpool vs yeovil) so finally something to look forward to. kinda dreading to go school again tomorrow. i'm going back to a class whereby i don't talk to many people. i'm just going to sit in, look forward to recess. and pray the emaths test will be simple, then look forward to the 1.45 bell, and scram. :p oh pleaseeeee somebody set up a school of rock. i'll look forward to every bit of class. damn it. lol
:: sh 3:52:00 AM [+] ::
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i feel like a weirdo. lol. everyone's pretty busy doing their stuff around me, but i'm so bored. i haven't got ANYTHING to do. study for the math test? no way. lol. i tried, trust me. i flipped through the book, and that's all. couldn't be bothered. it's still quite fresh in my brains anyway. read ahead? oh yeah i've read a little bit for some subjects. so now, i'm bored. oh it's only times like this i'd appreciate homework. and when i do, i don't get any. when i don't, i get tons. damn. i hate the way of life lol.

i.am.bored.
:: sh 10:23:00 PM [+] ::
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oh please, people. do watch SCHOOL OF ROCK. it kicks ass. *nod* and i've been truly inspired, for my future layout to be themed school of rock. and i wanna quit school and enrol into that. as if. oh well.

anyway, KICK SOME ASS!
:: sh 5:42:00 AM [+] ::
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thanks for all msgs you dears. :) i love my blog now. *grin* i just vent, and germaine sms-ed me to make sure i was alright last night. *hugs germaine* and all the concerned msgs, thanks mingli, melvin, krayzie, kenneth. and the people i vent out to in msn or otherwise, thanks kenneth, seige, yp, yj. thank you :)

anyway, had my flu jab earlier. it apparently only lasts a year. so i still didn't get the idea behind getting a flu jab. i mean i'm always sneezing or coughing, but it's an on-off thing, and they don't get real serious that much. it doesn't PREVENT flu anyway. and it's a whopping 30 bucks for one jab. and it's scientifically proven that it doesn't vaccinate you against the fujian flu that's commonly going around. so thus, there's no much point going through that jab since i survived all 14 years, going on to 15. well, if i were to be paying for the jab, i'd whine much more than this, yes. but i didn't pay for it. so i'll shut up on it.

by the way, addams family is rubbish. i only watched the last hour of it, and i didn't understand some parts, but more or less understood the whole thing. it's rubbish. haha. though i really like the hand, for whatever reason. lol. yes the hand alone. lol *runs into the wall*

last night i was real tired like since 10-ish. considering yesterday were nothing but talks and more boring talks, didn't see why i was so tired. but i spent my night awake listening to this..

(thanks yp!)

and because it was live, it was dead cool. i was in my air-conditioned room, alone, switched off the lights, closed my eyes, and hear the crowd. the ambience was almost there. it's almost as though i was at the concert. i was singing along to some songs as well, and the only difference was that i could sing and hear myself. hmm. well it was cool anyway. and later on i fell asleep. erm. well. i was tired!

gonna be a boring day! *curse myself for telling my granny i've got a test on monday* now she keeps nagging about me hanging around the comp all day and not studying for my test. geez.
:: sh 8:01:00 PM [+] ::
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oh god.
:: sh 3:30:00 AM [+] ::
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today wasn't very fun. i'm a misfit. that's what i am. i was feeling so out of place. yeah sure i made 3 new friends. bi xia, evelyn and astrid. evelyn and astrid are indonesian scholars in my class. quite sure i'll get used to the indonesian scholars clique cos basically noone else talks to me. or noone bothers to. my ex-class people aren't the people i'm close to. so even if i try to strike a conversation, they'll end up talking about something i don't understand. oh goodness. i'm not gonna survive. oh wait, my new FM said something about thinking positively. oh goodness. err. i'm gonna make new friends. i'm gonna blend in. right.

well, things started off quite fine actually. i was pretty happy with two of my sec 2 classmates, until they started talking about lord of the rings, which i know nuts about, then i faded out. then they spoke about some malay thing and i can't talk to them either. and they sat somewhere quite far. so...

then i tried to talk to the indonesian scholar next to me. (evelyn). she's aiight i suppose. but i run out of topics to talk to her about. i mean, WHAT CAN YOU SAY!??!

but astrid was better. cos she was the one asking me about everything. i gladly explained everything the best i could. but it was weird cos i had to speak perfect english. cos they didn't understand singlish. oh goodness. well not a bad thing i guess. :)

on to teachers. oh no. my english teacher.. she's aiight. amaths teacher is a terror. i heard frm many that she teach very bochup (heck care) kind. like she's explaining something to geniuses, so she doesn't explain thoroughly. emaths is aiight. she's my FM too, and she's pretty nice actually. :) higher chinese teacher. oh i counted my lucky stars for this. i got back my sec2 chinese teacher. she's fantastic i tell ya. and audrey's joining my class for HCL!!!! YIPPEEEEE!!!! *huggles audrey* YAAAAAAY. :p bio teacher.. i heard she's the worst bio teacher. oh god. erm, chem teacher, i dono who she is, but is my other best friend's FM, and she doesn't have the best impression of her. so... anyway, physics teacher... i heard he's VERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY naggy and boring. oh noooooooooo. lit teacher, yay count my lucky stars again, same teacher *grin* social studies is fine i think. heard she's not bad. whew. PE TEACHER IS !!!!!!!! she is NAGGY. and she is.. NAGGY. and VERY naggy. she is FOREVER nagging at THE WHOLE SCHOOL. and she talks 10 words a minute. fine, i'm exaggerating! ahhhhh save meeeeee

kay. if that's not enough, EMATHS TEST ON MONDAY!!!! WHAT THE HELL!?! school JUST started darlings. CURSE THE MATHS DEPT!!!!

and, my friend told me today. "HUH!?!? if you didn't watch lord of the rings, what do i talk to you about?!?!"

is LOTR the ONLY thing you can talk about?!?! CURSE LOTR!!!!!

oh bugger. what a way to start the new term. all the cursings, and the need to vent frustration's already here. damn.

no wonder i can't wait for recesses and for school to be over. bugger.
:: sh 1:05:00 AM [+] ::
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i don't wanna go to school! *whine*
:: sh 5:42:00 AM [+] ::
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Bored people do silly things. like maybe scan through friendster to hunt for questionaires. or fill-ups. or surveys, whatever you call them. *grin*

At any point in 2003, did you:
1. Go to a party?
nope. mostly underaged.

2. Try something new?
i'm quite sure i did but not sure what. lol erm as for new food, i've tried a lot of new stuffs this year.

3. Have something change your life?
yeah.

4. Kiss someone?
nope. who to kiss? lol

5. Tell your family and friends you love them?
yep yep. family esp my cousin.. friends some of 'em ;)

6. Buy something extravagant?
*nod* and always regret it later. *cough*

7. Do something nice for you?
obviously.

8. Do something terribly wrong?
nah. i doubt i did *sparkle*

9. Move?
isn't typing already a form of movement? *raises eyebrow*

10. Go to a concert?
does MAA count? that's probably the only gig i've been to. quite pathetic aren't i. lol the rest are showcases..

Best of the Year:

1. Party: no parties!

2. Show: erm. Charmed, Smallville, FRIENDS...oops did u say BEST? i can't decide really. heh

3. CD: Jason Mraz's Waiting For My Rocket To Come *nod*

4. Movie: hmm. i love all movies i watch! you can't make me decide! lol

5. Song: evanescence's bring me to life? :p or black eyed peas' where is the love. which are number one songs of the year on some radio stations. ;)

6. Experience: best experience? MAA i reckon. that was the biggest event of the year for me!

7. Concert: read above.

8. Book: hmmm i'm not sure. they all don't leave a HUGE impression on me...

9. Month: November i think. Oct-Nov.

10. Day: best days? oh saturdays. :)

Hopes for 2004:

1. Predict something that you think will happen
in 2004?
i predict i'll go to more gigs! hahaha.

2. What do you hope changes about your country?
erm, not so much crap going about. includes sars, and retrenchment and all that. haha.

3. What do you hope for yourself?
that i won't ever be moody again. (right, i predict that won't come true. lol) and i cope well with this year, and i get along well with everyone, and there are no worries. mwahah.

4. What do you hope for your family?
strike rich. lol. have more family outings... hope my mum gets lucky again and win more lucky draws. lol

5. What do you hope for your best friend?
kay. i'm gonna tie 2 people here.

audrey - hope ya cope well with this year.. and see ya around more often :)

seige - kay. u aren't a friend. ur a cousin. what's the diff? even if i hated you you're still my cousin. lol. :p but ah who cares. love u all the same. hope you cope well with the year once again. since you're having your o's. ;-) may we be able to go out more often without having to get nagged at. ahhahahaha.

6. What do you hope for the rest of your friends?
(for ex-classmates) that they'll all love their new classes and (everyone else) stay happy and healthy.

7. Do you think any amazing medical advances will be made?
maybe. who knows what the future holds. they might get a cancer cure!

8. What is your hope for 2004?
hope i grow taller! get thinner! get fitter! hmm. lol. get smarter! be happier! er that's about it. oh oh. get richer! lol. and get along well with my new class. :)
:: sh 12:38:00 AM [+] ::
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